Well we all know how a person feels when he gets what he/she desires or when he/she completes a challenge to prove himself - "relief" yeah that's the word . But there are some other circumstances when you have to prove yourself again to some another bunch of people right from the square one . The task becomes lengthy and your mind goes blah blah and blah.... this means that once you have acheived what you always wanted you want to do something new again.
Allow me to share one of my bitter experience:
Now being a student I was doing what I was told to do - study. But it was not my kind of thing. Till eighth grade I was very much interested in science but then entered the science of magnetism it turned my whole science upside down . Before the magnetism came into my life I was very attentive in class I used to answer almost all the questions asked by the teacher to the whole class. That was one day back then when my physics teacher came for teaching us magnetism and because it was all about magnets I had all my attention to every word the teacher said ,but don't know why I couldn't understand even a simple concept that there are some imaginary lines of force that make two magnets attract or repel each other. and so did the stuff like chemical bonding,this made my job even tougher. Thus every answer that I gave was wrong every answer was made fun of .. this made my morale go down and it affected my other subjects too... I started to think that studies are not my responsiblity anymore. Others grew cleverer day by day & I went dumber.. this fall had shown its colour in my thenth result I was not given an option for choosing science stream which indicated that I cannot do engineering(which was considered more of a trend failing to which you will be seen as a poor performer throughout your life)!! But to keep my pride and hide my failure I made up my mind to go for diploma course and by scoring good marks in diploma I could do engineering as a lateral entry student. I gave my career best percentage in diploma by putting as much effort as I can in my studies.. I hated studies a lot and i mean it.. but still I had to prove myself and for doing "that" I had to study! Therefore I proved my self and got myself a seat in engineering. I'm now here and now I'm asked to put all my effort to studies again . I cannot stand studies . I know that there are many other students out there who are forced to study. Nugget - don't ever do any work that you don't like just for showing others that you can do it or you will end up like me posting a blog in some website about your experience . Thanks for your time.
Allow me to share one of my bitter experience:
Now being a student I was doing what I was told to do - study. But it was not my kind of thing. Till eighth grade I was very much interested in science but then entered the science of magnetism it turned my whole science upside down . Before the magnetism came into my life I was very attentive in class I used to answer almost all the questions asked by the teacher to the whole class. That was one day back then when my physics teacher came for teaching us magnetism and because it was all about magnets I had all my attention to every word the teacher said ,but don't know why I couldn't understand even a simple concept that there are some imaginary lines of force that make two magnets attract or repel each other. and so did the stuff like chemical bonding,this made my job even tougher. Thus every answer that I gave was wrong every answer was made fun of .. this made my morale go down and it affected my other subjects too... I started to think that studies are not my responsiblity anymore. Others grew cleverer day by day & I went dumber.. this fall had shown its colour in my thenth result I was not given an option for choosing science stream which indicated that I cannot do engineering(which was considered more of a trend failing to which you will be seen as a poor performer throughout your life)!! But to keep my pride and hide my failure I made up my mind to go for diploma course and by scoring good marks in diploma I could do engineering as a lateral entry student. I gave my career best percentage in diploma by putting as much effort as I can in my studies.. I hated studies a lot and i mean it.. but still I had to prove myself and for doing "that" I had to study! Therefore I proved my self and got myself a seat in engineering. I'm now here and now I'm asked to put all my effort to studies again . I cannot stand studies . I know that there are many other students out there who are forced to study. Nugget - don't ever do any work that you don't like just for showing others that you can do it or you will end up like me posting a blog in some website about your experience . Thanks for your time.
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